Emotions, Thoughts, and Frequencies: How Our Inner World Influences the Life We Experience

Exploring the connection between our emotions, self-talk, consciousness, energy, and mind-body-spirit wellness.

Have you ever noticed how one thought can change your entire mood?

You might wake up feeling peaceful, but then something happens. Someone says something that hurts your feelings. An unexpected challenge arises. Or perhaps a memory from the past resurfaces.

Suddenly, your thoughts begin telling a story.

Why does this always happen to me?

I am not good enough.

Nothing ever works out.

Before you realize it, your emotions have changed. Your body may feel tense, your breathing may become shallow, and your outlook on the day may shift.

Now imagine responding with a different internal conversation.

This is difficult, but I can work through it.

Someone else’s opinion does not determine my worth.

I can acknowledge how I feel without allowing this experience to define me.

The circumstances may not have changed, but your relationship with the experience has.

Our thoughts, emotions, and self-talk influence one another, shaping how we experience ourselves and the world around us.

In many spiritual and wellness traditions, this relationship is described through the language of energy, vibration, and frequency.

At Beyond Possibilities, I believe exploring these connections can help us develop greater awareness, make intentional choices, and nurture our mind, body, and spirit.

But what does it really mean to live at a particular frequency? How does our inner dialogue influence our emotional state? And what can we learn from both scientific research and spiritual frameworks?

Understanding Emotions and Frequencies

In physics, frequency refers to the number of times a repeating event occurs within a specific period. It is measured in hertz (Hz).

Our bodies have measurable rhythms, including heartbeats, breathing cycles, and electrical activity in the brain.

Our emotions are connected to physiological changes, including activity within the nervous system.

For example, Schubring and Schupp (2021) found that emotionally arousing images were associated with changes in particular brainwave frequency bands.

This demonstrates a relationship between emotional processing and measurable brain activity.

However, it does not mean that individual emotions such as love, fear, gratitude, or anger each have a scientifically established frequency.

When wellness practitioners discuss emotional vibrations, they are often referring to a broader spiritual or experiential understanding of energy.

It is important to distinguish these concepts.

Science can measure physiological rhythms associated with emotional experiences. Spiritual frequency frameworks offer a different way of interpreting our emotional and conscious states.

Both can be explored, provided we understand what each does and does not establish.

The Map of Consciousness: Exploring Emotional and Spiritual States

One influential framework in spiritual and personal-development communities is the Map of Consciousness®, developed by psychiatrist and spiritual teacher Dr. David R. Hawkins.

Introduced through his book Power vs. Force, this model was developed through work associated with the Institute for Spiritual Research, also identified in historical materials as the Institute of Advanced Spiritual Research (Hawkins, 1995; Veritas Publishing, n.d.).

Hawkins proposed that human consciousness could be represented on a logarithmic scale from 1 to 1,000.

His framework associates different levels of consciousness with emotional states, attitudes, and ways of experiencing life.

For example, it describes a movement through experiences associated with fear, anger, courage, acceptance, love, and peace.

Hawkins identified courage, at a proposed calibration of 200, as a significant transition between what he described as destructive and constructive patterns of consciousness.

The original map can be viewed through the publisher:

Explore Dr. Hawkins’ Map of Consciousness

What Can We Learn From This Framework?

One of the ideas I find meaningful is that our emotional patterns, beliefs, and perspectives can influence how we approach life.

Consider the difference between responding to a challenge from a place of fear and responding from a place of courage.

Fear might tell us:

I cannot handle this.

Courage might respond:

I do not know exactly how this will turn out, but I am willing to take the next step.

The situation may be identical.

What changes is our perspective and our willingness to respond differently.

We can use Hawkins’ framework as an invitation to reflect on our patterns of thinking, feeling, and responding.

However, there is an important scientific distinction.

Hawkins’ numerical calibrations were derived from a form of muscle testing. These values have not been independently established as valid measurements of consciousness or emotional frequency in hertz.

Therefore, the map is best understood as a spiritual and philosophical model rather than a scientifically validated measurement instrument.

We can find meaning in a framework without treating every part of it as established scientific fact.

And perhaps most importantly, we should never use any consciousness scale to judge someone’s worth or suggest that experiencing grief, fear, or anger makes them less evolved.

Our emotions are part of being human.

Our Thoughts and Self-Talk Influence Our Emotional Experiences

Have you ever stopped to listen to how you speak to yourself?

Not the words you say out loud to others, but the conversations happening quietly inside your mind.

Our inner dialogue can be encouraging, compassionate, and supportive.

It can also become critical, fearful, or discouraging.

Sometimes we repeat beliefs we developed years ago without realizing how much they continue influencing us.

I’m not smart enough.

I always mess things up.

I don’t deserve happiness.

I’m too old to start something new.

These thoughts can become familiar patterns.

And the more frequently we return to them, the more they may influence how we interpret experiences and respond emotionally.

The National Institute of Mental Health (n.d.) explains that cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) helps people identify inaccurate or harmful automatic thinking patterns, examine their influence on emotions and behavior, and develop more helpful responses.

This gives us an evidence-based foundation for understanding why our self-talk matters.

It is not necessary to claim that negative thoughts literally lower a measurable emotional frequency.

Instead, we can recognize that our interpretations and inner dialogue can influence our emotional experiences, behavior, and physiological stress responses.

The Stories We Tell Ourselves

Imagine receiving a message from someone that simply says:

We need to talk.

One person might immediately think:

I must have done something wrong.

Another might think:

I wonder what they need to discuss.

The message is the same, but the interpretations differ.

Those interpretations can influence the emotions that follow.

This is why becoming aware of our thoughts can be such an important part of emotional growth.

Not every thought is a fact.

Not every assumption is accurate.

And not every opinion someone expresses about us needs to become part of our identity.

We can learn to question the stories we tell ourselves and decide whether they are helping us grow.

Changing Our Self-Talk Without Denying Reality

Positive self-talk does not mean pretending that everything is wonderful.

It does not mean ignoring problems, suppressing emotions, or repeating affirmations we do not believe.

Instead, it means learning to speak to ourselves with greater awareness, honesty, and compassion.

Consider these examples:

A woman sitting outside, holding a cup, reflecting on changing self-talk. The infographic illustrates the contrast between automatic negative thoughts and more supportive self-talk, encouraging balanced and compassionate thinking.

The goal is not to replace every uncomfortable thought with a cheerful one.

It is to develop a more balanced, supportive relationship with ourselves.

The National Health Service (n.d.) describes thought records as a CBT technique that helps people identify thoughts, examine evidence, and explore alternative interpretations.

This is a practical way to begin changing patterns of self-talk.

In the language of personal development, we might describe this process as shifting the energy we bring to our experiences.

In psychological terms, we are developing greater cognitive flexibility and emotional regulation.

The Connection Between Thoughts, Emotions, and the Body

Our thoughts do not exist separately from our bodies.

When we interpret something as threatening, stressful, or overwhelming, our bodies may respond through changes in breathing, heart rate, muscle tension, and other physiological processes.

The National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health (n.d.) explains that stress activates physiological responses involving the nervous system and stress hormones.

This is part of the body’s natural response to challenges.

Now consider how prolonged worry, self-criticism, or repeatedly replaying a difficult experience might influence our overall stress.

Research has examined relationships between cognitive processes, rumination, worry, and emotional regulation.

These relationships are complex, but they reinforce the importance of how we process experiences.

We cannot always stop a thought from appearing.

We can, however, practice recognizing it, questioning it, and deciding whether to continue engaging with it.

Sometimes the most helpful response is simply:

That is a thought I am having. It is not necessarily the truth.

This creates space between the thought and our response.

And that space can become an opportunity for growth.

Are We Living From Fear or Moving Toward Courage?

One of the ideas I appreciate about Hawkins’ framework is the emphasis on courage as a turning point.

Not because a numerical calibration has been scientifically established, but because courage can represent an important shift in how we approach our lives.

Fear may encourage us to avoid change.

Courage allows us to move forward even when uncertainty remains.

This does not mean fear disappears.

It means we can acknowledge fear without allowing it to make every decision.

I think about this in terms of personal growth and healing.

There have been times when I allowed other people’s words, opinions, or expectations to influence how I viewed myself.

As I continue learning and practicing new tools, I am recognizing that I can take responsibility for my own actions without accepting responsibility for everyone else’s feelings or interpretations.

I can acknowledge when I have made a mistake.

I can apologize when an apology is appropriate.

And I can also recognize when someone else’s perspective is simply different from mine.

Courage is not always about fighting a battle. Sometimes it is about trusting ourselves enough to establish a healthy boundary.

Sometimes it is about changing the way we speak to ourselves.

Sometimes it is about choosing not to repeat a story that no longer reflects who we are becoming.

Emotions Are Messengers, Not Permanent Destinations

In some wellness conversations, emotions are divided into high- and low-vibration categories.

Love, joy, gratitude, and peace may be described as higher states.

Fear, anger, shame, and grief may be described as lower states.

Although this language can be meaningful as a spiritual metaphor, I believe it is important to approach it with compassion.

We do not need to judge ourselves for experiencing difficult emotions.

Anger can alert us to an injustice or crossed boundary.

Fear can help us recognize potential danger.

Sadness can communicate loss.

Grief can reflect the depth of our connection to someone or something meaningful.

These emotions are not personal failures.

The important question is not whether we experience them.

It is how we learn to respond to them.

We can allow emotions to visit, acknowledge what they are teaching us, and choose how we move forward without making them our permanent identity.

This is especially important in healing.

Nobody should feel pressured to experience constant positivity, forgive before they are ready, or deny legitimate pain in pursuit of a supposedly higher vibration.

Growth is not a straight line.

Gratitude, Compassion, and Intentional Awareness

One of the ways I practice becoming more intentional about my thoughts is through gratitude.

Gratitude does not mean everything in my life is perfect.

It means I can recognize something meaningful even while navigating challenges.

I can be grateful for lessons I have learned without being grateful for the harm that led to those lessons.

I can appreciate the growth I have experienced while acknowledging that I am still healing.

I can recognize the beauty of nature, the support of meaningful relationships, and the opportunities available today.

And I can practice extending that same compassion to myself.

In a spiritual sense, I may describe this as nurturing a more peaceful and loving state of being.

From a psychological perspective, these practices can be explored through emotional awareness, attention, cognitive reframing, and self-compassion.

The language may differ, but the personal intention is similar:

I want to become more aware of how I am thinking, feeling, responding, and living.

Supporting Mind, Body, and Spirit Through Intentional Wellness

At Beyond Possibilities, I believe whole-person wellness involves caring for our mind, body, and spirit.

Our emotional experiences, daily habits, physical well-being, and sense of purpose can influence one another.

For me, intentional wellness includes exploring practices such as:

Becoming aware of thoughts and patterns of self-talk.
Practicing gratitude and self-compassion.
Using breathing, mindfulness, and relaxation techniques.
Spending time connecting with nature.
Moving my body and supporting healthy daily routines.
Practicing prayer, meditation, or spiritual reflection.
Setting boundaries that protect my peace.
Learning about nutrition and complementary wellness approaches.

There is no single practice or product that replaces the importance of caring for ourselves in these different ways.

Wellness is an ongoing journey of awareness, learning, and making choices that align with our needs.

Exploring Frequense and Frequency-Charged Nutrition

My interest in the relationship between energy, frequency, and whole-person wellness also led me to explore Frequense.

Frequense is a wellness company that describes its approach as combining nutritional ingredients with proprietary harmonic frequency technology.

According to the company’s published materials, its process incorporates eleven harmonic frequencies into selected products, with the intention of supporting what it describes as the body’s natural energetic balance (Frequense, n.d.).

Its product offerings include nutritional supplements and other wellness products.

For example, Frequense describes its Rise formula as combining organic mushrooms, B vitamins, and other ingredients. The company also offers Source, a trace mineral supplement (Frequense, n.d.).

The company’s description of frequency-charged nutrition is distinct from the scientific research examining brainwave activity, emotional regulation, and the nervous system.

At present, the specific claim that harmonic frequencies incorporated into nutritional products produce measurable improvements in emotional frequency or consciousness has not been established through independent, rigorous clinical evidence.

This distinction is important to me because I believe we should be able to explore emerging wellness approaches while making informed decisions.

For those interested in learning more about Frequense, its product ingredients, and its approach to wellness, you can explore the company through my Beyond Possibilities link:

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As with any wellness product, review the ingredients, product information, available evidence, and safety considerations before deciding whether it is appropriate for your needs.

Five Practices to Become More Intentional About Your Inner World

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1. Become the Observer of Your Thoughts

Throughout the day, notice what you are telling yourself.

Ask:

Is this thought a fact, an assumption, or an old belief?

You do not have to believe every thought that enters your mind.

2. Choose Self-Talk That Supports Growth

When you notice harsh self-criticism, ask yourself whether you would speak to someone you love in the same way.

Look for language that is both truthful and compassionate.

Instead of:

I am a failure.

Try:

I made a mistake, and I can learn from it.

3. Acknowledge Your Emotions Without Judgment

Allow yourself to recognize what you are feeling.

You can experience anger, sadness, fear, or frustration without making those emotions your identity.

Ask:

What might this emotion be communicating, and what do I need right now?

4. Practice Courage Through Intentional Choices

Courage does not require the absence of fear.

Sometimes courage means having a difficult conversation.

Sometimes it means asking for support.

Sometimes it means setting a boundary.

And sometimes it means believing that your life can be different from what you have experienced in the past.

5. Nurture Your Mind, Body, and Spirit

Create a daily routine that supports your overall well-being.

This might include gratitude, movement, mindful breathing, adequate rest, nourishing food, spiritual practices, or other safe and appropriate wellness activities.

Remember that consistency and self-compassion matter more than perfection.

Final Thoughts: What Are You Telling Yourself About Who You Are Becoming?

As I continue my personal journey, I am learning that the words I speak to myself matter.

My thoughts influence how I interpret experiences.

My interpretations can influence my emotions.

My emotions can influence how my body responds.

And the choices I make can influence the direction of my life.

That does not mean I am responsible for everything that has happened to me.

It does not mean I can think away every challenge.

And it certainly does not mean that difficult experiences occur because I have somehow attracted them through negative thoughts or a low vibration.

What it means is that I can continue learning how to respond to life with greater awareness and intention.

I can recognize old beliefs without allowing them to determine my future.

I can acknowledge pain without making it my identity.

I can practice self-compassion while continuing to grow.

I can set boundaries without feeling responsible for how everyone else responds to them.

And I can choose words that support the person I am becoming.

Perhaps one of the most meaningful ways to think about raising our vibration is not through a number on a chart, but through the awareness we bring to our thoughts, emotions, words, and actions.

I am not defined by what happened to me. I am not limited by what someone else believes about me. And I am not required to remain the person I was yesterday.

I can learn.

I can grow.

I can choose.

I can become.

And I can continue living Beyond Possibilities.

References

Frequense. (n.d.). Science. https://frequense.com/593291/science

Frequense. (n.d.). Frequense: Nourishment that resonates with your body. https://www.frequense.com/

Hawkins, D. R. (1995). Power vs. force: An anatomy of consciousness. Veritas Publishing.

National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health. (n.d.). Stress. National Institutes of Health. https://www.nccih.nih.gov/health/stress

National Health Service. (n.d.). Thought record. https://www.nhs.uk/every-mind-matters/mental-wellbeing-tips/self-help-cbt-techniques/thought-record/

National Institute of Mental Health. (n.d.). Psychotherapies. https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/psychotherapies

Schubring, D., & Schupp, H. T. (2021). Emotion and brain oscillations: High arousal is associated with decreases in alpha- and lower beta-band power. Cerebral Cortex, 31(3), 1597–1608. https://doi.org/10.1093/cercor/bhaa312

Veritas Publishing. (n.d.). Map of Consciousness®. https://veritaspub.com/map-of-consciousness/

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Educational Disclaimer: This article is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not medical or mental health advice. The spiritual concepts discussed, including the Map of Consciousness and emotional vibrations, should not be interpreted as scientifically validated measures of emotional or physical health. Consult a qualified healthcare professional before beginning a new supplement regimen or making changes to your healthcare.

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Self-Discovery

Gratitude, Growth, and Failing Forward: Embracing the Chapter I’m In

October 21, 2026October 28, 2026 Beyond Possibilities

Sometimes growth isn’t about trying harder. It’s about learning what works, recognizing what doesn’t, and remaining open to what comes next.

I used to get discouraged easily when something I was working on didn’t work.

I would get excited about an idea, invest my time and energy, and imagine the possibilities. When things didn’t turn out the way I had hoped, I often struggled with disappointment. It was easy to focus on what hadn’t worked rather than what I could learn from the experience.

But I’m learning to approach things differently.

I’m learning to see the opportunities for growth in the things that don’t go as planned. I’m learning that I can be disappointed without giving up on myself, change direction without abandoning my vision, and let go of an approach without losing sight of what matters to me.

I’m learning to fail forward.

And recently, I’ve had a few opportunities to practice exactly that.

When an Idea Comes From the Heart

Throughout October and November, I share daily gratitude posts. Gratitude has been an important part of my life for many years. I journal about the things I’m grateful for, sometimes writing down three things and sometimes ten or more.

I believe there is value in pausing to recognize the good in our lives, even when life feels difficult.

This year, I became excited about taking that gratitude practice a step further by introducing Gratitude Tag.

My hope was to create an opportunity for people to connect, share what they were grateful for, encourage one another, and experience a little more community.

I wanted to create something that brought people together.

Just people, gratitude, and the opportunity to connect.

But the participation hasn’t happened the way I hoped.

I’ve decided that I won’t continue Gratitude Tag, but I will continue sharing my daily gratitude posts through the end of November.

And here’s the thing: I’m learning that making this decision doesn’t mean I’ve failed.

It means I’ve tried something new, paid attention to the response, reflected on the experience, and made a decision about what makes sense moving forward.

Sometimes failing forward means recognizing what isn’t working and giving yourself permission to try something different.

The Part That’s More Personal: I Miss Connection

There is another part of this experience that I want to be honest about.

I work from home, virtually. Other than hockey, I don’t have much of a social life right now.

I miss being connected with people.

I miss the conversations, the shared experiences, the laughter, and the simple feeling of being part of something with others. I miss opportunities to connect beyond the work I do and the responsibilities that fill my days.

And I think that is part of why I became so excited about Gratitude Tag.

It wasn’t only about sharing gratitude. It was also about creating a space where people could come together.

I wanted to offer something positive, but I also wanted the opportunity to experience connection.

There is nothing wrong with acknowledging that.

Sometimes we create things because we see a need in the world. Sometimes we create them because they reflect something we value or something we want to share. And sometimes our ideas are connected to our own hopes, longings, and needs, too.

For me, Gratitude Tag brought those things together.

When people didn’t participate, I had to acknowledge that the experience wasn’t becoming what I had envisioned.

That can be disappointing, especially when the idea comes from a genuine desire to connect.

But I don’t want to interpret the lack of participation as a statement about my worth, the value of gratitude, or whether meaningful connection is possible.

I don’t know why people didn’t join in. There could be many reasons, and I don’t need to assume that their response—or lack of response—is a judgment of me.

I can simply recognize that this particular approach hasn’t worked as I hoped.

And then I can decide what to do with that information.

The Plan Versus the Reality: When the Road Isn’t Straight

Have you ever made a plan that looked so simple on paper?

You could see where you were starting, where you wanted to go, and all the steps you needed to take to get there. You pictured yourself moving from one milestone to the next until you reached your goal.

A straight line from the beginning to the end.

That’s how I often imagine my plans.

I want to build something meaningful, create a clear path, follow the steps, and see the results of my efforts. Whether I’m developing Beyond Possibilities Mindful Healing, trying a new idea like Gratitude Tag, or working toward personal goals, I can picture how I want things to unfold.

But life doesn’t always follow the plan.

Infographic comparing a planned path of clear goals to the actual unpredictable journey, illustrating key milestones and obstacles in a creative way.

We make plans for straight lines, but growth often happens in the loops, zigzags, and detours. The goal isn’t perfection. It’s learning, adjusting, and continuing forward.

The reality often looks more like loops, zigzags, detours, and unexpected roadblocks.

Sometimes I move forward. Sometimes I need to stop and figure something out. Sometimes I discover that the approach I thought would work doesn’t. Sometimes I have to go back, learn something new, ask for help, or change direction.

And sometimes I feel disappointed along the way.

Looking at the difference between the straight line I imagine and the winding road I actually travel reminds me of something important: progress doesn’t have to be a straight line to be progress.

A detour doesn’t automatically mean I’m lost.

A roadblock doesn’t mean I can’t reach my destination.

And changing my route doesn’t mean I have abandoned my goal.

Sometimes the detour teaches me something I wouldn’t have learned if everything had gone according to plan. Sometimes asking for help moves me forward in ways I couldn’t manage alone. Sometimes the experience helps me realize that I need to adjust my expectations or reconsider what success looks like.

The loops and zigzags are not always wasted time. They can be part of the learning process.

Of course, not every setback has a hidden purpose, and not every challenge needs to be romanticized. Sometimes things are simply difficult. Sometimes we need rest, support, or a different strategy.

But even then, we can choose how we respond.

We can use what we’ve learned to decide what comes next.

The goal isn’t to avoid every wrong turn. It’s to become more willing to learn from the journey instead of judging ourselves for not having a perfect map.

Failing Forward: Learning What Works and What Doesn’t

We often talk about success as though it means getting things right the first time.

We celebrate the finished project, the goal achieved, the idea that takes off, or the moment when everything finally comes together.

But what about everything that happens before that?

What about the ideas we try that don’t gain momentum? The projects that need to be reworked? The skills we haven’t developed yet? The times we discover that our original plan isn’t the best way to reach our goal?

Those experiences are part of growth, too.

I’ve been working to bring Beyond Possibilities Mindful Healing to life on my website, including creating a login experience so that people who purchase the program can access it.

I’ve put time, thought, and effort into making this happen, but I haven’t been able to get everything working as intended.

In the past, I might have become discouraged and started questioning whether I could do it.

Now, I’m trying to approach the situation with a different mindset.

What have I learned? What needs to change? Is there another tool or approach I could use? Do I need help from someone with different technical skills?

The goal hasn’t disappeared just because my current approach hasn’t worked.

The same principle applies to Gratitude Tag.

I tried an idea. I had hopes for what it could become. The participation wasn’t there, so I’m choosing not to continue that particular activity.

I can still share gratitude. I can still create opportunities for encouragement. I can still look for ways to connect with others.

I don’t have to keep doing something simply because I started it.

And I don’t have to label an experience a failure simply because it didn’t produce the outcome I wanted.

Failing forward is about using what we learn from an experience to make more intentional decisions about what comes next.

It is about being willing to experiment, reflect, adjust, and grow.

Sometimes we move forward by trying again. Sometimes we move forward by changing direction. Sometimes we move forward by recognizing that we need something different.

All of those can be steps toward growth.

This Is a Chapter, Not My Whole Story

One of the things I keep reminding myself is that this is a season of my life—a chapter in my story.

Right now, I work virtually from home. My opportunities for social connection are limited, and I miss that part of life. Some of the things I try won’t work out as I imagined. Some goals will take longer than I expected. Some ideas will lead me somewhere different from where I originally intended to go.

But this chapter is not my entire story.

My circumstances today don’t determine what every tomorrow will look like.

I can acknowledge what is missing without losing sight of what is possible. I can recognize the limitations of my current season while remaining open to new opportunities. I can appreciate what I have today while continuing to work toward the life I want to create.

I don’t know exactly what the next chapter will hold.

I do know that I want to keep learning, growing, connecting, and becoming.

I want to continue developing Beyond Possibilities Mindful Healing. I want to keep sharing messages that uplift, inspire, empower, and educate. I want to discover new ways to connect with people and build meaningful relationships.

And I want to remain open to the possibility that some of those opportunities may come from experiences that don’t work out the way I initially planned.

Sometimes an idea teaches us something about our audience. Sometimes an experience teaches us something about ourselves. Sometimes a disappointment helps us recognize a need we hadn’t fully acknowledged.

The important thing is to remain willing to learn.

I can be honest about where I am today without deciding that this is where I will always be.

I can feel disappointed about what hasn’t happened while remaining hopeful about what may happen next.

I can honor this chapter without assuming I already know how the story ends.

Gratitude for the Journey, Not Just the Destination

Gratitude doesn’t mean pretending that everything is wonderful.

It doesn’t mean we should be thankful for every disappointment or find a silver lining in every difficult experience.

Sometimes, things simply hurt. Sometimes we feel lonely. Sometimes we wish our efforts had produced a different result.

We can acknowledge those feelings while still looking for what is valuable in our lives.

For me, gratitude means recognizing that even when a particular experience doesn’t work out, there are still things I can appreciate.

I can appreciate the excitement that inspired me to try Gratitude Tag.

I can appreciate the courage it took to put the idea out into the world.

I can appreciate the opportunity to learn more about what I want from connection and community.

I can appreciate the daily gratitude practice I will continue through the end of November, even though I am letting go of the additional activity.

I can appreciate the lessons I’m learning as I work to bring Mindful Healing to life.

And I can appreciate that I’m responding to these challenges differently than I might have in the past.

That last one matters to me.

Growth isn’t always a dramatic transformation that other people can see. Sometimes it is a quiet shift in how we respond to ourselves and our circumstances.

It is the moment we stop turning a setback into a judgment of our worth.

It is the willingness to ask for help instead of insisting we should be able to do everything alone.

It is the ability to change our plans without believing we’ve abandoned our purpose.

It is recognizing that we can be a work in progress and still be worthy of kindness, connection, and new possibilities.

And sometimes, growth is simply giving ourselves permission to say, “That didn’t work the way I hoped. What can I learn from it?”

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Your Possibility Ponder Point

Take a moment to think about something in your own life that hasn’t worked out the way you expected.

Perhaps it was a project, a relationship, a goal, a new habit, or an attempt to connect with others.

You don’t have to rush to find a positive lesson in it. Start by acknowledging what the experience meant to you.

Then consider these questions:

What did I hope would happen? Give yourself permission to recognize the hopes and expectations you brought to the experience.
What actually happened? Can you separate the facts from the conclusions you may have drawn about yourself?
What have I learned? Is there something you understand now that you didn’t understand before?
What is still possible? Could you adjust your approach, ask for help, explore another option, or pursue the same goal in a different way?
What can I appreciate today? Even if the outcome was disappointing, is there something about your effort, your growth, or your life that deserves recognition?
Who am I becoming? How do you want to respond to this experience in a way that reflects your values and the person you are working to become?

You don’t need to have all the answers.

Sometimes the first step forward is simply being willing to ask a different question.

Keep Becoming

As I move forward, I will continue sharing my daily gratitude posts through the end of November. Gratitude remains important to me, and I want to continue encouraging others to pause and recognize the good in their lives.

Gratitude Tag, however, will not continue in its current form.

I’m choosing to accept what I’ve learned and make room for other possibilities.

I’m also acknowledging something important about myself: I value connection. I want to keep finding ways to build relationships, share experiences, and be part of a community. That desire isn’t something I need to dismiss or feel embarrassed about. It is part of being human.

I may not have all the connection I want in this season of life, but I can remain open to opportunities to build it.

I may not have every project working as planned, but I can continue learning and exploring new approaches.

I may not know what the next chapter will look like, but I can keep taking steps toward the things that matter to me.

And I can do all of this with gratitude for where I am, honesty about what I feel, and hope for what is still possible.

Because the goal isn’t to get everything right the first time.

The goal is to keep learning, growing, and becoming.

A setback is an experience, not an identity. A change of direction is not the same as giving up. And this chapter, however it looks today, is not the end of your story.

So here’s to trying, learning, adjusting, connecting, and continuing to become who we are meant to be.

One experience at a time. One possibility at a time.

And one day at a time.

— Beyond Possibilities

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Healing Journey, Self-Discovery

From What Happened to Me to What I Choose Next: Personal Growth After Abuse

October 8, 2026October 28, 2026 Beyond Possibilities

There is a difference between being a victim of something and allowing what happened to become the only story you know how to tell about yourself.

That distinction matters.

Because if you have experienced abuse, betrayal, manipulation, neglect, violence, or another form of trauma, calling yourself a victim is not a lie.

Something happened to you.

You were affected by someone else’s choices.

You may have experienced fear, loss, confusion, grief, anger, shame, or a profound disruption in the way you understood yourself and the world around you.

None of that needs to be minimized.

But healing can eventually invite another question:

What happens next?

Not What should have happened?

Not Why didn’t they change?

Not How can I make them understand what they did?

But:

What is mine to choose now?

That question does not erase responsibility for the person who caused the harm.

It begins to restore something different:

your agency.

I Can Acknowledge What Happened Without Living There

One of the hardest parts of healing after abuse can be holding two truths at the same time:

What happened was not my fault.

And:

My healing is something I can participate in.

Those statements are not contradictory.

In fact, research on trauma recovery has increasingly examined factors that influence how people respond following traumatic experiences, including coping self-efficacy—the belief that we can cope with difficult circumstances and take effective action.

A meta-analysis of 154 studies found that positive expectancies such as hope and self-efficacy were associated with lower posttraumatic stress symptoms. The relationship was particularly strong for coping-specific self-efficacy (Gallagher et al., 2020).

This does not mean that someone can simply think their way out of trauma.

It does not mean that trauma survivors are responsible for developing PTSD.

And it certainly does not mean that people who struggle are not trying hard enough.

It means something more hopeful:

Our sense of what we are capable of doing can matter in recovery.

And sometimes the first step toward agency is very small.

It might be:

“I can choose who I talk to today.”

“I can say no.”

“I can ask for help.”

“I can leave this conversation.”

“I can learn something new about myself.”

“I can decide what I will tolerate going forward.”

“I can take the next step even though I am still afraid.”

Those choices may look small from the outside.

But when someone has spent years feeling powerless, choice can be profoundly meaningful.

Blame and Responsibility Are Not the Same Thing

This is where I think we need to be especially careful.

There is a difference between assigning responsibility for harm and living in a constant state of blame.

If someone abused you, the responsibility for that abuse belongs to the person who chose to abuse you.

Your healing does not require you to take responsibility for what someone else did.

But healing can involve deciding what responsibility you want to take for your life now.

That might sound like:

“I didn’t cause what happened to me. But I can choose how I respond to it today.”

That is not victim-blaming.

It is agency.

Research on interpersonal victimhood offers an interesting perspective here. Gabay and colleagues (2020) developed and studied the construct they called the Tendency for Interpersonal Victimhood (TIV)—an enduring tendency to experience oneself as a victim across different interpersonal relationships.

Their research identified four dimensions of this tendency:

a need for recognition,
moral elitism,
lack of empathy, and
rumination.

Across eight studies, higher interpersonal victimhood was associated with differences in how people interpreted interpersonal events, remembered negative information, attributed blame, and responded to perceived offenses (Gabay et al., 2020).

But this finding needs an important qualification.

Interpersonal victimhood is not the same thing as being an actual victim of abuse.

A person can genuinely be victimized and still develop patterns of thinking that keep the injury psychologically present long after the immediate danger has passed.

That is the part worth examining.

Not:

“Are you really a victim?”

But:

“Has what happened to you become the lens through which everything else is now interpreted?”

When Remembering Becomes Rumination

Remembering is not the problem.

Processing is not the problem.

Talking about what happened is not the problem.

Seeking justice is not the problem.

And telling your story can be an important part of healing.

But there is a difference between processing an experience and repeatedly becoming trapped in the same mental loop.

Research has consistently found an association between rumination and posttraumatic stress symptoms. A systematic review and meta-analysis involving 64 samples from 59 articles found a moderate positive relationship between rumination and posttraumatic stress symptoms (Szabo et al., 2017).

Another systematic review found rumination to be an important cognitive process associated with PTSD, while also emphasizing that much of the existing research is correlational and therefore cannot establish simple cause-and-effect conclusions (Moulds et al., 2020).

That distinction matters.

Because sometimes healing requires us to notice:

Am I processing this—or am I replaying it?

Am I learning from this—or continually reliving it?

Am I seeking support—or seeking repeated confirmation that I was wronged?

Am I trying to understand my experience—or trying to finally get the past to give me a different ending?

There may come a time when the most healing question isn’t:

“Why did they do this?”

but:

“What do I need now?”

Grace Changes the Way I Talk to Myself

This is where grace becomes so important to me.

Not grace as an excuse.

Not grace that says abuse wasn’t serious.

Not grace that requires reconciliation.

And not grace that asks survivors to rush past anger or grief.

I mean grace toward myself.

Trauma can affect how people see themselves, their emotions, their relationships, and their ability to cope. Research has found that self-compassion is consistently associated with fewer posttraumatic stress symptoms, although the mechanisms behind that relationship are still being investigated (Winders et al., 2020).

A systematic review and meta-analysis of self-compassion-focused interventions also found a medium-sized reduction in posttraumatic stress symptoms across the included studies, although the researchers emphasized the complexity of the evidence and the need for further research (Luo et al., 2021).

So perhaps grace sounds less like:

“I should be over this by now.”

And more like:

“I am learning.”

“I didn’t know then what I know now.”

“My reactions made sense in the context of what I experienced.”

“I can have compassion for the person I was while still choosing differently today.”

“I don’t have to hate myself for the ways I survived.”

That is not weakness.

That is a different way of relating to yourself.

Boundaries Are Not Walls

Another part of my healing has been understanding the difference between boundaries and punishment.

A boundary isn’t:

“You will do what I want.”

A boundary is closer to:

“This is what I will do to take care of myself when a certain behavior occurs.”

That distinction changes everything.

A boundary might mean:

“I won’t stay in a conversation where I am being verbally attacked.”

“I won’t continue a relationship that repeatedly violates my stated limits.”

“I won’t explain myself indefinitely to someone committed to misunderstanding me.”

“I can love someone without giving them unlimited access to me.”

Healthy boundaries also don’t have to mean cutting everyone out.

They can mean learning to communicate needs, limits, expectations, and consequences more clearly.

Research on assertive communication describes assertiveness as communicating one’s views, concerns, rights, and needs while respecting those of other people. Researchers also note that the evidence base is still developing and that definitions and measures of assertiveness vary considerably (Gutgeld-Dror et al., 2024).

So I don’t want to claim that boundaries are a magical cure for trauma.

They aren’t.

But learning to communicate limits and protect ourselves from ongoing harmful interactions can be an important part of rebuilding a sense of safety and agency.

A woman sitting on a mountainside, looking contemplatively at a scenic landscape with a river and mountains in the background, expressing a message about healing and forgiveness.

Healing Does Not Require Me to Forgive Before I’m Ready

There is another misconception I have had to challenge:

Forgiveness is not the same thing as reconciliation.

And forgiveness is not a requirement for healing.

Research on forgiveness interventions suggests that forgiveness-focused approaches can reduce psychological distress and improve some aspects of well-being, but that does not mean every survivor needs to forgive an offender, restore a relationship, or stop holding someone accountable (Akhtar & Barlow, 2018).

Forgiveness can be deeply personal.

For some people, it may eventually mean releasing the desire for revenge.

For someone else, it may mean no longer allowing another person’s behavior to occupy their emotional energy.

For someone else, it may be part of their faith.

And for someone else, they may not be ready to use that word at all.

Healing should not become another place where we judge ourselves.

I Don’t Have to Find a Silver Lining

This is especially important.

I don’t believe healing means pretending that trauma was a gift.

It wasn’t.

Abuse wasn’t necessary for me to become stronger.

Pain doesn’t need to be romanticized.

And I don’t have to be grateful for what hurt me.

Research on posttraumatic growth gives us a more nuanced picture.

Posttraumatic growth refers to positive psychological changes that can occur following a struggle with highly challenging life circumstances. Research with survivors of interpersonal violence has identified possible growth in areas such as appreciation of life, personal strength, relationships, new possibilities, and changes in outlook (Elderton et al., 2017).

But growth is not guaranteed.

And growth does not mean the person is no longer suffering.

In fact, research shows that posttraumatic stress and posttraumatic growth can coexist (Taku et al., 2022).

That means I don’t have to choose between saying:

“This hurt me.”

and

“I am growing.”

Both can be true.

I can still grieve.

I can still have difficult days.

I can still experience triggers.

I can still need support.

And I can also discover new possibilities.

A woman sitting on a rock, looking thoughtfully into the distance, surrounded by nature. The image features text about personal growth, healing, and the journey of self-identity.

My Story Can Be True Without Becoming My Identity

Maybe this is the shift I am talking about.

Not:

Victim → Perfectly Healed Person

Healing doesn’t work that way.

Instead:

What happened → Awareness → Choice → Boundaries → Support → Growth

And sometimes we move backward and forward through those things.

There are days when I feel strong.

There are days when I feel exhausted.

There are days when I can see how far I have come.

And there are days when an old wound reminds me that I am still becoming.

That doesn’t mean I have failed.

It means healing is not a straight line.

I Am Allowed to Choose What Comes Next

I cannot change what happened.

I cannot make another person become accountable.

I cannot rewrite my childhood.

I cannot erase memories.

I cannot make every person understand my experience.

But I can begin asking different questions.

What do I believe about myself now?

What do I need to feel safe?

What boundaries do I need?

Who has earned access to my life?

What patterns do I want to stop repeating?

What kind of relationships do I want to build?

What support do I need?

What parts of myself have I neglected?

What possibilities are still available to me?

And perhaps the biggest question:

Who am I becoming?

Because I don’t want to spend the rest of my life defined by the worst thing someone else did to me.

I want to honor the woman who survived.

I want to have compassion for the woman who didn’t always know what to do.

I want to protect the woman I am becoming.

And I want to remember that taking responsibility for my healing does not mean taking responsibility for someone else’s harm.

There is freedom in knowing the difference.

I can tell the truth about what happened.

I can hold the person who caused harm accountable.

I can establish boundaries.

I can give myself grace.

I can ask for help.

I can grieve what I lost.

I can acknowledge what still hurts.

And eventually, I can begin asking:

What do I want to build with the life I have now?

That, to me, is not forgetting the past.

It is not excusing the past.

It is not pretending the past didn’t matter.

It is choosing not to let the past have the final word.

I was a victim of what happened.

But I am not only what happened to me.

I am still here.

I am still learning.

I am still healing.

And I am still becoming.

There are possibilities beyond what happened to me.

Learning What Is Mine—and What Is Not

One of the things I am learning as I continue this journey is the difference between what is my responsibility and what is not. I am still practicing these tools. I don’t always get it right, and I don’t expect myself to. But I am becoming better at pausing and asking myself, “Did I actually do something wrong, or does someone simply believe I did something wrong?” Those are not always the same thing. I can listen to someone’s perspective without automatically accepting it as the truth about me. I can consider what they are saying, take responsibility when I genuinely have something to own, and also recognize when their feelings, expectations, or interpretation belong to them. I can set healthy boundaries without needing everyone to agree with them. I can apologize when I have caused harm, made a mistake, or acted in a way that does not align with who I want to be—not simply because someone has told me that I was wrong. To me, this is part of becoming: learning to take honest responsibility for my own choices while releasing responsibility for other people’s choices, opinions, reactions, and perceptions. I am learning that accountability does not require self-abandonment. Compassion does not require me to accept blame that does not belong to me. And having boundaries does not make me unkind. It means I am learning to trust myself, listen to myself, and make choices that honor both who I am and who I am becoming.

APA 7 References

Akhtar, S., & Barlow, J. (2018). Forgiveness therapy for the promotion of mental well-being: A systematic review and meta-analysis. Trauma, Violence, & Abuse, 19(1), 107–122. https://doi.org/10.1177/1524838016637079

Elderton, A., Berry, A., & Chan, C. (2017). A systematic review of posttraumatic growth in survivors of interpersonal violence in adulthood. Trauma, Violence, & Abuse, 18(2), 223–236. https://doi.org/10.1177/1524838015611672

Gabay, R., Hameiri, B., Rubel-Lifschitz, T., & Nadler, A. (2020). The tendency for interpersonal victimhood: The personality construct and its consequences. Personality and Individual Differences, 165, 110134. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.paid.2020.110134

Gallagher, M. W., Long, L. J., & Phillips, C. A. (2020). Hope, optimism, self-efficacy, and posttraumatic stress disorder: A meta-analytic review of the protective effects of positive expectancies. Journal of Clinical Psychology, 76(2), 329–355. https://doi.org/10.1002/jclp.22882

Gutgeld-Dror, M., Laor, N., & Karnieli-Miller, O. (2024). Assertiveness in physicians’ interpersonal professional encounters: A scoping review. Medical Education, 58(4), 392–404. https://doi.org/10.1111/medu.15222

Luo, X., Che, X., Lei, Y., & Li, H. (2021). Investigating the influence of self-compassion-focused interventions on posttraumatic stress: A systematic review and meta-analysis. Mindfulness, 12, 2865–2876. https://doi.org/10.1007/s12671-021-01732-3

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Family Life Education, Healing Journey, Health, Self-Discovery

Grace: The Space Between Imperfection and Rejection

October 6, 2026October 28, 2026 Beyond Possibilities

What if one of the things we need most in our relationships isn’t more perfection—but more grace?

We live in a world that can make perfection feel like the price of belonging.

We expect ourselves to get it right. We expect our spouses, children, friends, coworkers—and sometimes even strangers—to get it right. And when someone doesn’t, it can be easy to move quickly from:

“That behavior wasn’t okay.”

to:

“Something is wrong with you.”

But there is a difference between holding someone accountable for what they do and defining their worth by what they did.

That difference is where I believe grace matters.

From a Christian perspective, grace is deeply connected to God’s unmerited favor, mercy, forgiveness, and love. Scripture presents grace not as permission to ignore wrongdoing, but as part of God’s response to human imperfection and sin (Romans 3:23–24; Ephesians 2:8–9).

Psychology approaches the idea differently, but it gives us another way to understand some of the human processes that can accompany what we might call extending grace—including self-compassion, forgiveness, interpersonal responsiveness, attachment, and constructive conflict repair.

These psychological concepts are not identical to biblical grace, and psychological research has not scientifically “proven” grace as a theological concept.

But they can help us explore an important shared human question:

What happens when we respond to imperfection with compassion rather than relentless condemnation?

Grace doesn’t erase accountability.

Grace changes how we respond to imperfection.

What Is Grace?

The word grace can mean different things depending on the framework through which we understand it.

Grace From a Biblical Perspective

From a Christian perspective, grace is fundamentally about God’s freely given favor and love—something that cannot be earned through human performance.

Ephesians 2:8–9 describes salvation as being “by grace” through faith rather than something earned through works.

Ephesians 2:8–9 — KJV

At the heart of the Christian understanding of grace is an important truth:

Our worth is not something we have to earn through perfect performance.

Genesis 1:27 teaches that human beings are created in the image of God. Within Christian theology, Imago Dei means that human value is rooted in God’s creation rather than simply in productivity, appearance, accomplishments, or performance.

Genesis 1:27 — KJV

At the same time, Scripture does not pretend that human beings are perfect.

Romans 3:23 states:

“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.”

And the very next verse points to justification through God’s grace (Romans 3:23–24).

Romans 3:23–24 — KJV

Human imperfection is not a surprise to God.

That is one reason grace is such a powerful concept within Christianity.

Failure is real.

Sin is real.

Consequences can be real.

But failure does not have to become the final definition of a person’s identity or worth.

What Does Grace Look Like Through a Psychological Lens?

If you are not religious, you may be wondering:

What does any of this have to do with psychology?

Psychology does not define grace as one established psychological construct. Instead, researchers study several specific processes that overlap with aspects of what people may mean when they talk about giving themselves or another person grace.

These include self-compassion, forgiveness, interpersonal responsiveness, attachment, and constructive conflict resolution (Feeney & Karantzas, 2017; Neff, 2023; Overall & McNulty, 2017; Sasaki & Overall, 2023).

These concepts are not interchangeable with grace.

But they give us a scientific framework for understanding why responding to ourselves and others with compassion, understanding, and appropriate responsiveness can matter.

Self-compassion

Self-compassion involves responding to our own suffering, mistakes, and inadequacies with kindness rather than excessive self-judgment. Neff (2023) describes self-compassion through three broad components: self-kindness, common humanity, and mindfulness, along with reduced self-judgment, isolation, and over-identification.

Research has found a substantial association between self-compassion and well-being. In a meta-analysis of 79 samples involving 16,416 participants, Zessin et al. (2015) found an overall positive association between self-compassion and well-being.

Importantly, self-compassion is not the same as telling yourself that everything you do is acceptable.

It is possible to acknowledge:

“I made a mistake.”

without concluding:

“I am a terrible person.”

Forgiveness

Psychological research also examines forgiveness and its relationship to interpersonal functioning.

In two studies involving romantic relationships, Braithwaite et al. (2011) found that forgiveness was associated with relationship satisfaction, with increased relational effort and decreased negative conflict helping explain that association.

Again, forgiveness is not identical to grace.

But it gives us another example of how changing our response to an offense can influence a relationship.

Responsiveness

Researchers also study interpersonal responsiveness—the ability to recognize another person’s needs and respond appropriately to those needs.

Sasaki and Overall (2023) explain that effective responsiveness during conflict depends on understanding the specific needs of the people involved rather than simply applying the same response to every situation.

Sometimes someone needs reassurance.

Sometimes they need to be heard.

Sometimes they need space.

Sometimes they need accountability.

Sometimes they need a clear boundary.

Healthy relational responses require us to pay attention to the actual person and situation rather than responding automatically.

Attachment and conflict

Attachment research provides another perspective.

Close relationships are important contexts in which people experience security, vulnerability, connection, and conflict. Feeney and Karantzas (2017) describe how severe or persistent couple conflict can activate the attachment system and how responses to conflict are influenced, in part, by attachment-related processes.

That helps explain why relational conflict can feel like much more than a disagreement.

Sometimes underneath:

“Why didn’t you do this?”

is:

“Can I count on you?”

Underneath:

“Why are you pulling away?”

may be:

“Are you still here?”

And underneath:

“How could you do this to me?”

may be:

“Did I matter to you?”

Understanding these dynamics doesn’t excuse harmful behavior.

It helps us understand why relationships can become emotionally charged so quickly.

A Simple Comparison for Everyone

If the word grace feels unfamiliar, religious, or even uncomfortable to you, consider this simpler definition:

Grace is giving yourself or another person room to be human without allowing a mistake, failure, or difficult moment to become the entire definition of their worth.

Or even more simply:

Grace is compassion in the presence of imperfection.

From a Christian perspective, I understand grace as something deeper than psychology can measure: God’s unearned favor and love extended to us through Christ.

From a psychological perspective, we can examine related human behaviors and processes—such as self-compassion, forgiveness, responsiveness, and constructive relationship repair.

The two perspectives have different foundations.

But they can meet around a shared human question:

Can we acknowledge what is wrong without deciding that the person is worthless?

That question matters whether your understanding of grace begins with God or with our shared humanity.

A woman enjoying a serene moment outdoors, sitting on a rock with her eyes closed and a peaceful smile, surrounded by flowers and scenic mountains during sunset. The text overlay reads 'Grace Toward Yourself'.

1. Grace Begins With How We Treat Ourselves

One of the hardest places to practice grace can be the place where we live every day:

inside our own minds.

Think about the things you say to yourself after making a mistake.

Would you speak to someone you love the way you sometimes speak to yourself?

I should have known better.

How could I be so stupid?

I always mess things up.

I’ll never get this right.

What’s wrong with me?

Self-compassion research offers an alternative.

Rather than responding to ourselves with harsh judgment, self-compassion encourages a supportive response to our own suffering and shortcomings (Neff, 2023).

And research suggests that compassion toward ourselves does not necessarily reduce our motivation to improve.

In four experiments, Breines and Chen (2012) found that participants who responded to personal failures with self-compassion demonstrated greater motivation for self-improvement in several situations, including making amends after a moral transgression and investing effort after failure.

That is important.

Grace is not:

“I did nothing wrong, so it doesn’t matter.”

Grace can instead sound like:

“I did something wrong. I can take responsibility for it. And I don’t have to destroy myself because of it.”

That is a very different way of responding to failure.

2. Grace Does Not Mean Removing Accountability

This distinction matters enormously.

Grace is not the same thing as excusing harmful behavior.

Forgiveness is not automatically the same thing as reconciliation.

Compassion is not the same thing as allowing someone to continue hurting you.

And loving someone does not require remaining in an unsafe relationship.

Healthy grace can hold two truths at the same time:

“What happened matters.”

and

“You still have value.”

You can say:

“What you did was wrong” without saying “You are worthless.”

You can say:

“I made a mistake” without saying “I am a failure.”

You can say:

“This behavior cannot continue” while still recognizing the humanity of the person involved.

Psychological research on conflict supports the importance of context. Overall and McNulty (2017) explain that different communication strategies can be beneficial depending on the nature of the problem. Direct opposition can be useful when serious problems genuinely need to change, while cooperative approaches such as affection and validation can be beneficial in other circumstances.

In other words:

Kindness does not mean avoiding difficult conversations.

Sometimes grace sounds like:

“I love you enough to tell you the truth.”

And sometimes grace sounds like:

“I love you, but I cannot continue participating in this pattern.”

Both can be expressions of care.

Two women engaged in a deep conversation in a cozy setting, with one woman listening intently. The background features plants and decorative cushions, and the text 'Grace in Relationships' is displayed prominently.

3. Grace Changes the Way We See Other People

Scripture connects the way Christians treat others with the grace and forgiveness they have received from God.

Ephesians 4:32 instructs believers to be kind, compassionate, and forgiving toward one another, connecting that forgiveness with God’s forgiveness in Christ.

Ephesians 4:32 — KJV

Proverbs 17:9 also speaks about the relational consequences of continually revisiting offenses:

“He that covereth a transgression seeketh love: but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends.”

Proverbs 17:9 — KJV

Biblical grace does not require us to pretend that wrongdoing didn’t happen.

Rather, it challenges us to consider what we do after something has happened.

Do we seek understanding?

Do we pursue reconciliation when appropriate?

Do we forgive?

Do we establish boundaries?

Do we learn?

Or do we keep the person permanently imprisoned in the worst thing they have ever done?

Psychological research on forgiveness offers a related perspective. Braithwaite et al. (2011) found that forgiveness in romantic relationships was associated with greater relational effort and less negative conflict, which helped explain its relationship with relationship satisfaction.

Forgiveness does not erase history.

It changes our relationship with the history.

4. Grace Makes Room for Relationship Repair

Relationships experience ruptures.

People misunderstand each other.

They become defensive.

Someone says something they regret.

Someone fails to show up emotionally.

Someone feels rejected.

Someone gets hurt.

Conflict itself isn’t necessarily proof that a relationship is beyond repair.

Research on attachment and couple conflict shows that conflict can be stressful and can influence relationship functioning, particularly when it is severe or persistent (Feeney & Karantzas, 2017).

What matters is what happens next.

Can we repair?

Can we listen?

Can we acknowledge what happened?

Can we take responsibility?

Can we communicate what we need?

Can we respond to the other person’s needs?

Research on constructive conflict resolution emphasizes the importance of responsiveness—recognizing and responding to the specific needs that arise within a conflict rather than relying on a one-size-fits-all response (Sasaki & Overall, 2023).

This is where grace becomes a powerful relational idea.

Grace doesn’t require us to pretend the rupture never happened.

Grace gives us room to repair what happened without requiring either person to become perfect first.

5. Grace and Attachment: “Are You Still Here?”

Attachment theory helps explain why relationship ruptures can feel so significant.

Human beings are relational. In close relationships, we pay attention to whether the people we depend on are available and responsive.

When conflict becomes severe or persistent, attachment concerns can become activated, influencing how partners respond to one another (Feeney & Karantzas, 2017).

That means a relational message such as:

“We can work through this.”

can be very different from:

“You failed, therefore you’re out.”

Again, this does not mean every relationship should be preserved.

Some relationships are unsafe.

Some patterns require boundaries.

Some relationships need professional intervention.

Some relationships need distance.

But in healthy relationships, the ability to experience conflict without immediately treating the relationship as permanently destroyed can create room for repair.

Grace says:

“This matters. And so do you.”

6. Grace Versus a Performance-Based Relationship

Think about the difference.

Area	Without Grace	With Grace
Self-talk	“I failed, so something is wrong with me.”	“I failed, and I can learn from what happened.”
Conflict	“You did this before, and I’m keeping the evidence.”	“Let’s address what happened and decide what needs to change.”
Accountability	“You are your mistake.”	“Your behavior matters, and you are capable of taking responsibility.”
Growth	“I have to become perfect to be worthy.”	“I can grow without making perfection the price of belonging.”
Forgiveness	“You owe me forever.”	“What happened mattered, but I don’t have to remain consumed by it.”
Boundaries	“Grace means I have to tolerate this.”	“I can extend compassion and still establish healthy boundaries.”
Relationships	“One mistake could cost me the relationship.”	“We can acknowledge rupture, take responsibility, and work toward repair when it is safe and appropriate.”

Grace doesn’t remove standards.

It separates standards from worth.

You can expect honesty without believing someone is worthless when they fail.

You can require accountability without using shame as your primary tool.

You can acknowledge harm without allowing the harm to become the entire identity of the person who caused it.

And you can hold yourself accountable without becoming your own worst enemy.

7. What Grace Can Look Like in Real Life

Grace isn’t merely an idea.

It becomes visible in what we do.

Grace toward yourself might sound like:

“I wish I had handled that differently. I can learn from it without condemning myself.”

Grace toward your spouse might sound like:

“I’m hurt by what happened, and I want us to talk about it rather than attack each other.”

Grace toward your child might sound like:

“Your behavior needs to change, but this mistake does not change how deeply I love you.”

Grace toward a friend might sound like:

“I was disappointed that you weren’t there. Can we talk about what happened?”

Grace toward someone who has hurt you might sound like:

“I am choosing forgiveness, but forgiveness does not mean I have to remove the boundary that protects me.”

Grace from God might sound like:

“My failure is real, but it is not greater than God’s grace.”

8. Grace Is Not Weakness

Sometimes we confuse grace with being passive.

But grace can require tremendous strength.

It can require us to stop reacting long enough to respond thoughtfully.

It can require us to tell the truth without cruelty.

It can require us to apologize.

It can require us to forgive.

It can require us to establish boundaries.

It can require us to release the need to punish ourselves or someone else indefinitely.

And sometimes grace requires us to accept something incredibly difficult:

We cannot control another person’s choices.

We can only choose how we respond.

What If We Stopped Making Perfection the Price of Belonging?

Think about how exhausting performance-based living can become.

We demand perfection from ourselves.

We expect flawless execution from the people we love.

We keep score.

We replay conversations.

We hold onto old mistakes.

We criticize ourselves for not doing enough.

And then we wonder why we feel exhausted.

Maybe the answer isn’t that we simply need to try harder.

Maybe we need to learn a different way of responding to imperfection.

Grace.

Not grace that ignores reality.

Not grace that excuses abuse.

Not grace that eliminates accountability.

But grace that says:

You are more than your worst moment.

Your mistake can be acknowledged without becoming your identity.

Your behavior can be addressed without destroying your worth.

You can take responsibility without living in shame.

And when it is safe and appropriate, relationships can have room for mistakes, accountability, forgiveness, and repair.

That is where grace becomes more than a beautiful word.

It becomes a way of living.

A Practice in Grace

Let’s make this practical.

1. Give yourself 60 seconds.

Think of one mistake you are still holding against yourself.

Don’t deny it.

Don’t justify it.

Simply acknowledge it.

Then ask:

“What can I learn from this without condemning myself?”

You might say:

I made a mistake. I take responsibility for my part. I can learn, repair what I can, and choose a different response moving forward.

2. Put down the scoreboard.

Think about one relationship where you are keeping track of every offense.

Ask yourself:

“Is remembering this helping me create healthy boundaries—or is it keeping me trapped in resentment?”

Those are not always the same thing.

You may need the memory in order to maintain a boundary.

But you don’t necessarily have to keep reliving the pain.

3. Practice both grace and truth.

Ask:

What needs to be acknowledged?

What needs to be repaired?

What needs to be forgiven?

What boundary needs to remain?

What am I making this person’s behavior mean about their worth—or my own?

A Final Thought

Grace doesn’t tell us that what happened doesn’t matter.

Grace tells us that what happened doesn’t have to be the end of the story.

There is room for truth.

There is room for accountability.

There is room for boundaries.

There is room for forgiveness.

There is room for growth.

And, through Christ, there is room for grace.

Romans 8:1 speaks of no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

Romans 8:1 — KJV

That doesn’t mean there are no consequences for our choices.

It means condemnation does not have to be the voice that defines us.

So perhaps the question isn’t simply:

“How can I become better?”

Perhaps we also need to ask:

“Can I learn to become better without believing I have to become perfect to be worthy of love?”

Because healing isn’t about becoming someone new.

It is about uncovering who you were created to be—and learning to live from that truth.

And maybe grace is part of that becoming.

Give yourself some.

Receive some.

Extend some.

And when grace and truth need to stand together, let them.

Because healthy growth doesn’t require us to stop being human.

It requires us to learn how to be human with compassion, responsibility, courage, and love.

APA 7 References

Breines, J. G., & Chen, S. (2012). Self-compassion increases self-improvement motivation. Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin, 38(9), 1133–1143. https://doi.org/10.1177/0146167212445599

Braithwaite, S. R., Selby, E. A., & Fincham, F. D. (2011). Forgiveness and relationship satisfaction: Mediating mechanisms. Journal of Family Psychology, 25(4), 551–559. https://doi.org/10.1037/a0024526

Feeney, J. A., & Karantzas, G. C. (2017). Couple conflict: Insights from an attachment perspective. Current Opinion in Psychology, 13, 60–64. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.copsyc.2016.04.017

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Overall, N. C., & McNulty, J. K. (2017). What type of communication during conflict is beneficial for intimate relationships? Current Opinion in Psychology, 13, 1–5. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.copsyc.2016.03.002

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Biblical References

For the Scripture passages, I would not add the Bible as a conventional APA journal/book reference to your website reference list. APA 7 treats classical religious works differently from ordinary contemporary sources. The relevant passages are identified in the text by book, chapter, and verse:

Genesis 1:27
Romans 3:23–24
Romans 8:1
Ephesians 2:8–9
Ephesians 4:32
Proverbs 17:9

Family Life Education, Healing Journey, Making a Difference, Self-Discovery

From Fear to Voice: Becoming an Advocate and Warrior for Survivors of Abuse

October 1, 2026October 28, 2026 Beyond Possibilities

Trigger Warning: This blog includes descriptions of emotional, financial, sexual, and physical abuse. Triggers are different for everyone, and you never know when they may show up. I am sharing my story in hopes of helping others feel less alone, recognize that abuse is not their fault, and know that healing is possible. October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month.

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When I published my first blog in October of 2014, I did so anonymously out of fear.

Fear from my ex-husband, his family, and my family.

I felt like my experiences were shameful, and I still felt like it was my fault.

So the fear and shame kept me from getting the help I needed.

I wanted to help others not feel like I did, but I was not ready to be completely honest about who I was and my experiences.

I come from a completely different place now.

I come from a place of compassion for myself and everyone else.

This was something that was unfamiliar to most of the people in my life.

I didn’t know who I was back then, and I am still a work in progress.

As I share, I want to be clear: some of the things I share may trigger someone.

Triggers are different for everyone. You never know when they are going to show up. I am sharing in hopes of helping others.

I want to go back to where it all started.

I was set up on a blind date by my mom and one of her co-workers. We only dated for a short time before we got engaged, and then we were married in June of 1996.

Within the second month of our marriage, he was constantly berating me.

He demanded I do my hair and makeup every day so I was presentable. I didn’t wear makeup most days while we were dating, and I generally wore my hair in a ponytail.

The abuse then became financial.

I came home several times to him telling me he had quit his job for one reason or another. I then had to work extra to pay the bills.

In the two years we were married, he had 10 different jobs.

As I filed for a protective order, I discovered he had actually been fired from most of those jobs—and several times he had been escorted out by police.

The abuse became sexual and physical.

He demanded sex two or three times a day. If I said “no,” he forcibly raped me and told me it was his right because he was my husband.

He would then tell me that if I told anyone, he would kill me.

There were many times I would lie on the bathroom floor praying that he would just kill me so I didn’t have to go through it anymore.

I am sharing these words now because I know something I didn’t know then:

What happened to me was abuse.

It wasn’t my fault.

And being married to someone never gave that person the right to my body.

The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC, 2026) defines intimate partner violence as abuse or aggression that occurs within a romantic relationship and includes physical violence, sexual violence, stalking, and psychological aggression. Sexual violence includes sexual activity when consent is not obtained or freely given.

I didn’t have those words when I was living it.

I had confusion.

I had fear.

I had shame.

I had survival.

And I had a growing belief that maybe something was wrong with me.

Looking Back at the Woman I Was

I can see the growth in my writing when I go back and read that first blog.

In October 2014, I wrote Opening a Dialog About Abuse.

Graphic promoting the discussion of abuse, featuring a fist raised in a threatening gesture and a person sitting with their head in their hands.

I wrote about how abuse can take many forms—emotional, verbal, psychological, sexual, physical, neglect, family violence, and domestic or spousal violence.

I wrote about manipulation.

Blaming.

Threats.

Financial control.

Controlling what someone wears or how they look.

Isolation.

Forced sex.

Physical violence.

And the fear that keeps someone from telling the truth.

But underneath those words was a woman who was still trying to understand her own story.

I was beginning to speak, but I was still afraid of being heard.

That matters.

Because sometimes breaking the silence doesn’t happen in one dramatic moment.

Sometimes it happens one sentence at a time.

One conversation at a time.

One person telling the truth to another safe person.

One survivor realizing:

Maybe it wasn’t me.

I Didn’t Understand How Much the Abuse Had Changed Me

When I finally left my abusive marriage, I thought getting out would mean I was okay.

It didn’t.

I was out.

But I was still afraid.

I struggled with nightmares. I was hyperaware of my surroundings. I didn’t always know what would trigger me. I felt alone, insecure, unlovable, and broken.

I wrote about this in Getting Out of My Abusive Marriage.

Looking back, I can see something important:

Leaving the abuse and healing from the abuse were two different journeys.

Getting physically safe mattered tremendously.

But safety did not automatically erase what had happened.

Even years later, certain sounds, smells, words, memories, or situations could bring my body right back into a place of fear.

That is something I have written about many times over the years.

In Let’s Talk About Triggers, I explored the reality that triggers are deeply personal. What triggers one survivor may not trigger another.

That is why I have become careful about telling people what their healing should look like.

There is no one-size-fits-all healing journey.

Healing Became More Than Surviving

For a long time, I thought healing meant getting rid of everything painful.

Now I see it differently.

Healing has become learning to meet myself with compassion.

It has meant learning to listen to my thoughts, emotions, body, and spirit instead of constantly fighting against them.

It has meant learning that I can acknowledge what happened without allowing what happened to become my entire identity.

That idea has become central to the work I do today through Beyond Possibilities.

Healing isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about uncovering who you’ve always been created to be.

Our experiences shape us.

Our childhood experiences shape us.

Our relationships shape us.

The things people say to us can shape the beliefs we carry about ourselves.

But beliefs can change.

The story can continue.

And becoming is a process.

That doesn’t mean pretending the past didn’t happen.

It means recognizing that the past does not have to write every chapter that comes after it.

My newer writing has moved into this space of listening to the mind, body, and spirit, using practices such as mindful breathing, movement, gratitude, reflective journaling, meditation, prayer, and emotional awareness as opportunities for self-reflection and emotional wellness.

For me, healing has become a daily practice rather than a finish line.

Healing is a journey, not a destination.

Text graphic with the words 'WE ARE NOT VICTIMS WE ARE WARRIORS' and a decorative spear icon.

From Survivor to Warrior

In 2014, I wrote another blog titled No More Victims! We Need Warriors!.

At the time, I was trying to understand what it meant to reclaim my power.

I wrote about becoming a survivor.

And then I wrote about becoming a warrior.

Today, I would describe that word a little differently.

Being a warrior doesn’t mean I have to fight everyone.

It doesn’t mean I have to be angry all the time.

It doesn’t mean I have to prove how strong I am.

And it certainly doesn’t mean that a survivor has to identify as a warrior if that word doesn’t feel right to them.

For me, warrior means courage.

It means I am willing to face what happened.

It means I am willing to tell the truth.

It means I am willing to keep healing.

It means I am willing to stand beside someone else who is still afraid.

It means I can use my voice for something bigger than myself.

That is where advocacy entered my healing journey.

Becoming an Advocate

I don’t advocate for survivors because I have all the answers.

I advocate because I remember what it felt like to believe I was alone.

I remember being afraid.

I remember the shame.

I remember questioning myself.

I remember not knowing what was normal.

I remember what it felt like to believe I was responsible for someone else’s behavior.

And I remember how powerful it was when someone believed me.

Domestic violence is not always visible.

The CDC recognizes that intimate partner violence can include physical violence, sexual violence, stalking, and psychological aggression, and that it can have lasting effects on health and well-being (CDC, 2026).

That means advocacy isn’t only about talking about physical injuries.

It is also about talking about control.

Isolation.

Financial abuse.

Sexual coercion.

Manipulation.

Psychological abuse.

Stalking.

And the many ways someone can gradually lose their sense of self inside an abusive relationship.

My 2024 article, Breaking the Silence: Understanding the Hidden Signs of Domestic Violence and How to Help, came from that place.

It wasn’t only about survivors.

It was also about the people around them.

Because sometimes the person being abused isn’t ready to say, “I’m being abused.”

But someone who loves them may notice that they have become isolated.

They may notice fear.

Changes in behavior.

Financial control.

A constant need to keep their partner happy.

And sometimes the most important thing we can do is simply become a safe person.

Listen.

Believe them.

Don’t judge them.

Don’t demand that they leave before they are ready or able to do so.

Help them find appropriate resources.

And keep the door open.

The CDC identifies strategies for preventing intimate partner violence that include strengthening healthy relationship skills, engaging communities, creating protective environments, and supporting survivors (CDC, 2024).

Advocacy Doesn’t Mean We Have to Be Perfect

This is something I have had to learn personally.

I used to think I needed to have everything figured out before I could help anyone else.

I don’t believe that anymore.

I am still becoming.

I am still learning.

I still have moments when something catches me off guard.

I still have emotions.

I still have days when healing feels easier than others.

And I think that is important to say.

Because survivors don’t need other people pretending to be perfect.

They need people who are willing to be real.

They need people who understand that healing can be messy.

They need people who will not shame them for struggling.

They need people who will not tell them how quickly they should heal.

They need people who will sit beside them in the hard places and remind them:

You are still here.

Your story is not over.

You are worthy of support.

What happened to you does not determine your worth.

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We Can Be Warriors Without Losing Our Compassion

One of the biggest changes in me has been moving from fighting everything to learning compassion.

Compassion for myself.

Compassion for the woman I was.

Compassion for the choices I made when I was afraid.

Compassion for the things I didn’t understand.

And compassion for other people whose journeys look completely different from mine.

I don’t know everything another survivor has experienced.

I don’t know every reason they stayed.

I don’t know every reason they went back.

I don’t know what resources they had—or didn’t have.

I don’t know what threats they were facing.

I don’t know what their children were experiencing.

I don’t know what their faith journey looked like.

I don’t know what their body was experiencing.

So I don’t want to judge their journey.

I want to support their journey.

That distinction matters.

We Need More People Willing to Break the Silence

I look back at the woman who anonymously published that first blog in 2014, and I feel compassion for her.

She was scared.

She was ashamed.

She was trying to make sense of something that had changed her life.

But she also had something else.

She had a desire to help someone else.

Even when I couldn’t tell the whole truth yet, I wanted someone else to know they weren’t alone.

That desire eventually became a voice.

The voice became a message.

The message became advocacy.

And advocacy became part of my healing.

My journey has moved from “What happened to me?”

“What can I do with what I have learned?”

That doesn’t erase the past.

It gives the past a different place in my story.

To the Survivor Who Is Reading This

If you are currently experiencing abuse, please know this:

You do not have to figure everything out today.

You do not have to explain everything perfectly.

You do not have to prove your experience to me.

And you do not have to heal according to anyone else’s timeline.

If you are in immediate danger, contact emergency services.

In the United States, the National Domestic Violence Hotline provides confidential support and access to advocates. You can call 800-799-SAFE (7233), text START to 88788, or use their online chat (National Domestic Violence Hotline, n.d.).

If contacting a resource could put you at greater risk because someone monitors your phone or internet activity, consider your digital safety and use a safer device or method of communication when possible. The National Domestic Violence Hotline provides digital-safety guidance for people concerned about monitored internet use (National Domestic Violence Hotline, n.d.).

And if you are not currently in an abusive situation but you are carrying the effects of one from your past, I want you to know something I had to learn for myself:

Getting out is not the end of the story.

There can still be healing.

There can still be growth.

There can still be joy.

There can still be love.

There can still be purpose.

There can still be possibilities.

A Mindful Healing Playlist

Music has been part of my healing journey for years.

Sometimes words aren’t enough.

Sometimes a song can reach a place inside us that conversation cannot.

Sometimes we need permission to cry.

Sometimes we need permission to breathe.

Sometimes we need to move.

Sometimes we need to remember that we are still here.

I am including a three-song Mindful Healing Playlist with this article because healing doesn’t always happen while we are sitting still and talking about our experiences.

Sometimes healing happens when we breathe.

When we move.

When we pray.

When we sing.

When we cry.

When we allow ourselves to feel.

When we remember that our bodies belong to us.

When we remember that our voices belong to us.

And when we begin to discover what is possible on the other side of survival.

From Survivor to Advocate to Warrior

When I look back across more than a decade of writing, I can see the evolution.

In 2014, I was afraid to put my name on my story.

I was learning how to speak.

Then I was learning how to leave.

Then I was learning how to live.

Then I was learning how to heal.

Then I began learning how to help others.

And now I am still becoming.

My story is not simply a story about abuse.

It is a story about what happened after the abuse.

It is a story about finding my voice.

It is a story about learning compassion.

It is a story about discovering that I am more than what happened to me.

It is a story about reclaiming pieces of myself.

It is a story about learning to listen to my mind, body, and spirit.

It is a story about faith.

It is a story about courage.

And it is a story about possibility.

Today, I can say:

I am a survivor.

I am an advocate.

And yes, I am a warrior.

Not because I am fearless.

But because I have learned that courage can exist right alongside fear.

Not because I have forgotten what happened.

But because I refuse to let what happened be the only thing my story is about.

Not because I have finished healing.

But because I am willing to keep healing.

And not because I have all the answers.

But because I am willing to keep learning, keep listening, keep speaking, and keep showing up.

To the Survivors. To the Supporters. To the Advocates. To the Warriors.

If you are a survivor, your healing matters.

If you are supporting a survivor, your presence matters.

If you are an advocate, your voice matters.

If you are a warrior, your courage matters.

But perhaps most importantly:

We don’t have to heal alone.

We don’t have to carry someone else’s story for them.

We don’t have to have all the answers.

We can simply become people who listen.

People who believe.

People who offer compassion instead of judgment.

People who help connect survivors with appropriate resources.

People who speak when silence has protected abuse.

People who teach healthy relationships.

People who help create communities where safety, respect, consent, and dignity matter.

And we can remember that healing looks different for every person.

My hope is that my story doesn’t tell you what your healing should look like.

My hope is that it reminds you that healing is possible.

That your story can change.

That your voice can return.

That you can discover parts of yourself you thought were gone forever.

That you can move from surviving toward living.

And that one day, you may find yourself standing beside someone else who is where you once were.

You may not be able to change what happened to them.

But you can remind them:

You are not alone.

I see you.

I believe you.

You deserve support.

Your life matters.

And maybe that is what being an advocate and a warrior really means.

We don’t fight for someone by taking away their power.

We stand with them while they reclaim their own.

We don’t tell them who they are.

We remind them that they get to discover who they are becoming.

We don’t erase their story.

We help create space for a new chapter.

Because healing is not about becoming someone new.

It is about uncovering who you’ve always been created to be.

And sometimes the greatest act of courage is simply being willing to say:

“This happened to me.

I survived.

I am healing.

I am becoming.

And I will use my voice to help someone else know they are not alone.”

That is advocacy.

That is courage.

That is the warrior within.

And that is the possibility of healing.

References

Beyond Abuse Essential Healing. (2014, October 4). Opening a dialog about abuse. https://beyondabuseessentialhealing.com/2014/10/04/opening-a-dialog-about-abuse/

Beyond Abuse Essential Healing. (2014, October 31). No more victims! We need warriors! https://beyondabuseessentialhealing.com/2014/10/31/we-are-not-victims-we-are-warriors/

Beyond Abuse Essential Healing. (2015, February 11). Getting out of my abusive marriage. https://beyondabuseessentialhealing.com/2015/02/11/getting-out-of-my-abusive-marriage/

Beyond Abuse Essential Healing. (2018, May 16). Let’s talk about triggers. https://beyondabuseessentialhealing.com/2018/05/16/lets-talk-about-triggers/

Beyond Abuse Essential Healing. (2024, October 17). Breaking the silence: Understanding the hidden signs of domestic violence and how to help. https://beyondabuseessentialhealing.com/2024/10/17/breaking-the-silence-understanding-the-hidden-signs-of-domestic-violence-and-how-to-help/

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. (2024, February 8). Preventing intimate partner violence. National Center for Injury Prevention and Control. https://www.cdc.gov/intimate-partner-violence/prevention/

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. (2026, August 19). About intimate partner violence. National Center for Injury Prevention and Control. https://www.cdc.gov/intimate-partner-violence/about/

National Domestic Violence Hotline. (n.d.). Get help. https://www.thehotline.org/get-help/